Curbing My Insanity

I am the type of person who needs a job to go to everyday.  A reason to leave my house before I meld with my bed and become a lazyass hermit who never changes out of pajamas, puts on a bra, brushes her hair, puts on makeup, brushes her teeth, and becomes that 500 lb. person you hear about on the radio who had to have a crane remove her dead body.  

I could become that person so easily, I love sleep.  No, that's an understatement.  I am completely and utterly addicted to my bed, I could sleep days away, I could lounge and watch TV until my mind was mush, I could stay snuggled in my safe, warm home and let the rest of the world fade away.  

And this is exactly why I am going to try to at least blog here every day from here on out.  I need to keep some connection to the world.  Granted, it would make more sense to do a vlog so that I have a reason to shower and make myself up each day, but I'm just not a vlogger.  I don't like being on video.  

So this is my goal:

To blog everyday, even if it's just about how many loads of laundry I washed that day.  I refuse to lose my sanity and become an agoraphobic just because I'm comfy.

I Quit!

So FINALLY, after 18 months of pure hell, I quit one of my jobs.  Sadly no, I did not give them the finger (though I did consider it).  I did, however, give them a 30 day notice....... and then left a week before those 30 days were up.  

Now I know what you're thinking, "Couldn't you suck it up for one more week?!", and the answer is simple: HELL NO

I tried to stay for the full 30 days.  I really didn't want to quit my job in the first place.  I really, really wanted them to beg me to stay, to tell me that they would finally let go and give me the authority that I should have had all along, let me be the director in more than just title.  

Did this happen?  Hell No.  Instead, they put an ad in the paper the same day that I resigned.  They started whispering across the room from me.  And my favorite, they started acting like I was already gone and not telling me what was going on or what they were doing.  

I tried to ignore these things, but they got to me.  They made me feel unwelcome at work and it made me not want to get out of bed in the morning.  I started finding reasons to leave early or not come in.  (Yes, I know this was not fair to the other workers, but in my defense, it wasn't fair to them to have to deal with me being on the verge of tears all day either.)  

So, finally after 18 months that I never should have stayed for (I should have walked out on my 2nd day, but I'll tell that story another time.), I am free..........

Tonight's Random Thoughts

I have a feeling that the title of this post, Tonight's Random Thoughts,  will become a repeating segment in my blog.  I mean, come on, haven't you ever had something utterly random stuck in your head? And although you know it will sound completely idiotic if you say it out loud, it's going to drive you nuts until you figure it out?  
Yeah, you have. We all have.
Well I'm that terribly obnoxious and abrasive person who will say it anyways.  I am also the person that says something that sounds rude when she didn't mean it to be rude, rubs everyone the wrong way, talks too much, and questions logic.  So in the spirit of being too honest to the point of rude, I'm going to start posting these weird random thoughts for all to read.


So, on to Tonight's Random Thoughts!


My first random thought is one that has been bugging me all day…… When you get a song stuck in your head, (not one that you heard recently. one that you haven't heard in years and it's now stuck in your head ALL DAY LONG), how did your mind pick that song?  I mean, did you just happen to smell some smell that triggered a sub-conscience memory of that song?  Or was it really and truly just the first thing that your mind could conjure and actually completely random?


My second random thought tonight, cat's are fast. Too damn fast.  Never let them get outside at night. It's a bitch to catch one in the dark.

A Little Introduction

So I guess before you read any further I should slap on the warning label:

Do Not read this blog if you are overly sensitive or get upset easily.

Do Not read this blog if you are not comfortable with adult language, violence, and some brief nudity.

Do Not read this blog if you are under 18 or have a very low I.Q.

Do Not read this blog if you are prone to fits of righteousness.

Do Not read this blog if you don't like monkeys. (Just because, hey, who doesn't like monkeys? That's just not right.)

With that being said, if you are still reading, then I hope you enjoy the random, sometimes angry, mostly ranting posts I write.  Enjoy the chaos.  I hope no one feels offended or upset in anyway after reading my posts, they are simply things that are bugging me and this is how I vent it out.  I hope you find them amusing, but in cases that you don't, I apologize now.